I can be a true friend because I respect people and I am looking for a friend that does not pretend to like you and the next thing you know they stab you in the back.I had that happen once and it was painful because we have been friends for so long

well, I truly don’t have that. I don’t have one person to vent to and just let everything out. I let everything out mostly crying myself to sleep which kind of sucks. I wish I had real friends. I really do. You know, the type that you can call 3 AM in the morning just because. I don’t have that at all. not even close. I feel so desolate in this world. Sometimes I want to just commit suicide because I feel nothing will ever change, and its just been so long. I want to talk and I want to let everything out, but it just seems that noone truly cares. Like if I died it wouldn’t be too much of a big deal or something. The only person that truly knows everything is Jesus. And that isn’t helpful enough. I need a physical being to which whom I can confide my all and everything to. But there’s noone and I wish alot, that I was just nonexistent or something. I wish someone would read this. And help. give advice or something. ..i just feel alone..and don’t worry i’m not some kind of freaky pyscho..
anywho
i just feel mildly deppressed.

ditto.