I do everything with gusto. When I love something, I am unbelievably passionate. When I hate something, I am vehement in my disgust. I cannot think of a single thing that I do take to excess. Eating, drinking, sex … everything.

After a while, even the most beautiful things become dull. I have gone overboard so much in my life that I have become bored and listless. I want to moderate my life because I would like to get back to actually enjoying something for its sake alone instead expecting a pleasure pay-off.