Epic Sunshine Bleak Mid-Winter, Holst, followed by Appalachian SPRING, Copland.
mostly come from problems we all face from time to time: a lack of appreciation or recognition of contribuitons made, a self-reliance born of others’ simple expectations that I do not want or need, self-doubts when failures arise and are not corrected.
If something broke, I was expected to repair and that is inconsistent nurturing. Stunting in fact. It is all different now. So thoroughly different, and better. Plenty of sunshine and water and hope! So yes, I have holes. But they are the good kind, the kind that can be filled.