I am not scared to be pregnant (although it was terrible last time and I was glad it was over) or in labour (in fact I would do this time and time again!) but I am scared of the massive energy required to be a parent.

I have one child right now and it takes all of my energy to look after him. I’m sick so having other babies might never come into the equation for me.

I didn’t really expect I would have my son, to be honest.

However, I do want other babies to be part of the equation but I just don’t know how I would make that work.