I guess Im treating him like hes nothing and its unintentional )))): he can do sooo so much better than me. Im worried that he will just up and leave, but it turns out im the one making him feel worthless because im always talking to my guy friends. Like one of thems going through a a rough time and the other one i used to date but my feelings torwards him are gone,i don love him, i never did, but i do love my current boyfriend. More than anything in the worldd And my guy friends are strictly friends. Nothing more. and Im dying on the inside just that i know how he feels and that hes so hurt and down because its my fault. )):
worlds shittiest girlfriend award goes toooo.. Me ):