i’m blogging it in my sports blog, and i’m also reporting about that in zenhabits forum. i have some ups and downs, i started heroic with full program, that gave me boost in energy and mood, so i quckly burned out. now i force myself to do the bare minimum. the main point being, i’m going forward with this goal that i wanted so long and it is worth it. my perspective changed. everything is so simple, if you are brutaly honest.