im feeling very anxious at the monent… its coming back…i feel sick.. dry mouth.. i feel like a horrible person with no contoll… i dont feel like my self.. i feel no one cares about me.. like all my friends are talking about me behind my back.. i forgotten how to talk to peopel.. my thoughts are all over the place i dont know how to think… im getting the old he tingks that they think that i think bull shit that i hate… feel awkward in social situations witch is made worse but thing about how awkwards i am… i have put on loads of weight… i havent worked in over 3 month… all i want to do i sleep and eat at home with my boyfriend.. whn i do go out i drink to much to over come my anxiety and of corse this makes avery thing wors.. i cant relax…i feel compleatly disconected from evey one and every thing…dont know if i should go to the doctors… need to think a little more about the way i feel…