its been a rocky road since then with me fighting my emotions. But all thanks to God He allowed me to realise a lot of mistakes that I was making such of negative self talk and not putting my life totally in His Hands. I know that God wants nothing but the best for me… now I must put my trust in Him, listen and be aware. I must practice gratitude daily because my Lord has bless me more then I can ever imaging thank you God for everything! please always keep me in your care.