Welcome back.

I would venture to guess that you have been spending lots and lots and lots of extremely invaluable and necessary time processing.

It is quite clear to me by looking at your goals and some of the things that you have written about them that (a) You have been through a lot in the past couple of years or so; and (b) You are a very Creative person.

SO! Creativity always requires Space. Also, “going through stuff” requires space… in order to process it, in our subconscious minds and whatnot… and Creativity happens to like the processing of “stuff” as well, usually, since it can do “creative” things with it. So that’s nice.

The thing that’s tough though is that we often are not very good at just letting that happen. Allowing the space, and time, and just letting it all happen naturally. We get all impatient because it is all going on in the background and it doesn’t appear that we are DOING anything. And being that this is a culture and society that is so busy all of the time and completely focused on doing and accomplishing and etc… well, we are terrible at just plain ALLOWING.

At least, that is what I see. I think you are doing and being just fine. Perhaps you are just a bit restless and a bit less generous with yourself than you could be.

Apologies if I’ve got it all wrong. Cheers.