baileys_truffle sitting in my cocoon growing my wings.
but sometimes I just feel like I cant live at home with them anymore. Its hard and frustrating.
I love living at home but recently Ive noticed that the older Im getting the more control I want over my life, and the less control I have over it living in my mums house.
My sister and her sons frequent the house, Im talking 4 days in a row and Im powerless to stop it, even if I make it clear I want a quiet weekend someone else dishes out the invite. The sister I share a room with has now acquired a boyfriend and thats one big annoyance is that Im either confined to my room or have to ask to enter it which is degrading!
I cant believe I still share a room, maybe it would be alright if I didnt, but until I finish uni and find a decent job, I have no choice… its not healthy to have no privacy or private space. Noone seems to understand or make allowances for me… sometimes the thought of no longer living at home worries me, I like having people round. Right now I would just like the balance of ALONE time.