What annoys me the most is the fact that he acts as if I wasn’t entitled to my feelings. According to him, I had no reason to fall for him (we were best friends, I started to fall for him slowly, we talked, and he told me he was feeling something else as well), I have no reason to feel heartbroken and I have no reason to reject his so-called friendship. The hardest thing for me is to deal with the issue of having mutual friends and acquaintances, because even though they didn’t really know about us (we were taking it step by step), he was very effusive and I think some of them might have guessed we started being more than friends, so I’ll bet they feel sorry for me and I’ll bet I ended up looking like an idiot. That’s how I feel right now: idiotic, lonely, hopeless… and I’ll always be the girl who can’t find a guy that’s worth it.