well, i am deleting all my old entries. it’s been a while since i wrote, but i haven’t stopped trying-i have stopped counting days though. big development, i am now in therapy to address my problems and i am undergoing specialized behavioral therapy and EMDR to see if i can get some relief from this hell. right here, right now starts day one.
Good luck! Please share any tips you may gather from therapy. I hope you’re doing better!