I’ve learned that I can’t stop smoking daily unless I fully and completely commit to the goal. I can’t ween myself off it. It has to be severe cutoff of the drug and all of the mediums it uses to suck me in. I can’t be around potheads, have dealers’ numbers in my phone, or even watch “Weeds”. I will replace all of that weed time with activities such as working out, physio for my shoulders and back, writing/music, and making my workspace/home a clean and enjoyable environment.
I’ve also realized that it’s more than a goal. It’s a necessity. The time is now. Stopping the daily use of weed is the outer layer of this goal; the core principle is to create a disciplined, confident and ambitious man whose sole motivation to strive for excellence comes from the fact that he is blessed with ability and will use those abilities to foster a career and family that he can be truly proud of.
Wish me luck. Just took my last toke. Feeling good..for the moment. Gotta go to work in an hour. Not going to drink after close, that would just tempt me. I’ll be off at 2 anyways…think I’ll go straight to sleep..I have a long day tomorrow…..:)