I tried going to church over 2 years ago, but the people were scary happy, and i felt empty after every service. I want to find a church where i will feel more connected to G-d.
Hey im not sure if this helps in anyway, but try going to more of the older churches. I tried going to modern churches that just reminded me of self-help book reading fanatics. Go for something really traditional..
They are traditionally not so “now every body hug in the name of our LORD :D :D :D”.. and some people find that lonley. But the buildings are often are a beautiful, the icons mystifying and the candels warming. I think they offer a unique place for connectedness thats away from modern plasma-screen and community bake sales. Not that there is anything wrong with that. =)
DamiTrice Happy Year of the Horse!
you might try
the 9Marks Church Search:
and note that sometimes it takes a bit of time to become part of a church. You might try looking for a smaller church or for a church that has small groups. Often it helps if you’re connecting directly to mature Christians and you can be part of each others lives and help with each others struggles