brickhorse 2013 is my year to integrate my talk and my walk.
I realized this on Wednesday when my Bronco wouldn’t start again. I’ve had it to the shop half a dozen times for the same reason. Now it won’t start again. It is too high maitenance to be in my life. A big life can absorb high maitenance things and people, but my life is too big because I can’t absorb the costs. My life needs to be smaller, in almost all areas. Some things I have control over and can make smaller immediately; others will take time. Some things will become smaller by attrition and no replacement; some things will simply be weeded in their own time, like the Bronco. It’s good to have limits and to follow them. I think I’ll be so much more at peace and happier when I have a smaller life.