Yeah!
There are several things that I have done that I SHOULD forgive myself for Jesus, has forgiven me why shouldn’t I be able to forgive myself. Haven’t exactly figured out why yet. I”m working on it though.
can’t forgive yourself although you know the Lord has forgiving you, then…
there’s something else which is also wrong in you:
You haven’t really accepted God’s forgiveness.
Ask Him to help you to move on.
He has prepared a better life for you on earth.