to come home to my parents this weekend, after that text I had sent my dad. but I wanted to go, so I did. and I was right, he immediately started talking about it, but thankfully he took it really well. He’s doing better now too, he’s much calmer and also growing his hair back. He’s still not back to normal though, so it’s still hard to be around him. especially cos of all that’s happened, even if he gets back to normal, things won’t be normal between us. or I don’t know what it will be like really..

tomorrow my mum and sister will both be eating dinner elsewhere, leaving me with my dad alone. which is scary. but we’ll see. I’m not running away from this.