that my mom might get hurt or something else might happen while she’s gone on her business trip to NY.

I’m a generally, overly paranoid person normally, but things like this just set my teeth on edge and keep me hanging on the edge of my seat.

Sometimes my delusions get so bad that I imagine almost every bad thing that could happen, from getting hit by a car to terrorists. it drives me up the wall and I wish I didn’t do it, but sadly I can’t stop myself, especially once I start going.

Thankfully she made it safe, and when she called she was stuck in rush hour traffic. Ha-ha. So at least they’re going slow.

Sigh. I need to make myself calm down when things like this happen, but it’s a lot easier said than done.