Derrick Means God is....
its being fixed right now. Its the son in law of my neighbor taking it to his shop. It should be back to me around 7pm. this is a good thing.
The only bad thing is that we agreed on 350. I get paid tomorrow but I lost my debit card. I already called and cancelled my current card but they cannot send me another until I call monday morning for the replacement. They offer expidited shipping which means i will get it tuesday or wednesday, But the guy wont give me back my car until I pay him. I looked everywhere for my card. I had to cancel it because of getting paid tomorrow.
No big deal, He knows i am on unemployment and I told him i get paid monday, tuesday at the latest. Lets hope the expedited card comes Tuesday because the money will already be on it and he will bring my car right over to me.
Then I am all over the mall getting a job anywhere I can. This time its for real. I cant be alone anymore. I cant be broke anymore. I cant be a burden anymore. I cant not have people around me and I cant live like this.
I made a huge mistake when I was driving a car that ran out of gas. I should have walked home, got my gas can, walked to the gas station and got gas, but I couldnt find my debit card to do that. I am so ashamed that it looks like i purposefully did this but i didnt. I love the person too much to have done that. I tried to call her and get it taken care of, I was also hit while I was driving the car as somebody ran a red light and I was afraid to go back to the van for fear that I would get blamed for the accident and it wasnt my car, or the proper plates. I couldnt get a hold of the girl that let me use the vehicle. I am still so sorry. She has never spoken to me since. And I miss her and will trade my car in like we talked about now that I have it running and will have the money to pay it off with the trade in, get a different vehicle and pay you for your car.