I feel like this is going to come with time. I’ve had a jump start, and I think if I go more to counseling it’ll help me get better with time. That’s just…how I feel. I’ve been wavering up and down through high and low points. I have one good online friend who’s supporting me, and a good number of casual acquaintances who do, too. I just… it’s hard. ^^; It’s really, really hard right now where I’m at. I’m panicking and flailing and I’m not sure what path to go down. Really, I just kind of want to disappear and reappear elsewhere with a clean slate.