Ok, let’s see. I’ve fabricated a list of 13 song titles + 1 bonus track. Two of the songs on this list were already made and need only a little (if any) editing. There’s 3 songs in progress right now, one of which I started today. I think some of these titles won’t be turned into songs, but will function as short instrumental transitions between them. I can feel this album’s going to be my absolute masterpiece when it’s done. I’ll be sure to create a bandcamp page and sell my music on there.

And yeah, this project really inspires me and all, but it’s really hard on me too! This alternative reality of mine fills me with all sorts of negative emotions such as shame, regret and depression… And I haven’t met a lot of people over the weekend, so accompanied with the lonelines I’m prone to believe that all of this alternative reality crap could be real. But part of my research is to look up on the people I used to talk to everyday, and they seem to achieve a lot of great things in life. It makes me feel guilty for wallowing in the past so much! I would say I’m fighting a psychosis here, but truly, all of this is just inspiring me to achieve greater things in life: Such as selling my music, which was my dream at the time, might I add.

My goal with this album, is to make all who listen to it able to feel just what it’s like to experience my alternative reality, if only for a short moment. But most of all, I just want to seal it away and never think of it again! This bubble of mine still contains my hopes and dreams though. I tried to pop it before, but it wouldn’t! It’s hard to continue living on without them, and so I figured: What cannot be real, could still be replicated. That’s right, I’m doing this to get back what is rightfully mine, hehe.