I’m feeling angry again…this time about my BF cheating a bit on the hovering and me having to do corner bits again whilst doing the moping. Then realizing this really isn’t a worthy reason to be feeling so much anger…! So what’s up with me? Where is all this rage coming from? For one thing, my superior is doing the same thing when we clean up after work. Plus me really hating to mop areas that haven’t been hovered properly. Taking a deep breath. Yet, what the hell. I find it hard to believe that this REALLY is the source of my anger that’s making my heart pound, my neck stiff and my teeth grind. So what else. Well, I’ve been under a lot of attack this year. I’ve had a great year and these jealous attacks seem so by a byproduct of that or so it appears. Very unfairly from my superior, even more mean from my (former?) best friend’s new wife. My BF says he thinks both seem extremely threatened by me. Though I’ve done nothing but being kind, patient, supportive, understanding and helpful to both. As a result, it has made their attacks worse. And hearing”they’re just jealous”hasn’t made it any easier I’m afraid. I’m not sure what the solution is. Sigh! It just seems so unfair. But what to do? Get over it and move on? I guess so. But how to get over something that keeps repeating over and over. I suppose ignoring their meanness and doing things that will bring me forward in other areas i.e. put my friendship w/ my best-friend on ice for now&forget about progress, rewards&fun @ my part-time job whilst looking for other areas to get rewarded and appreciated is the way forward. As in moving on, (appearing not to care?) and succeeding in more/other areas is the best revenge? Sigh!