that rarely feel an instant connection with others, its something that takes a while to build for me. I also do not believe in love at first site because for me personality is more important.

I guess sometimes I get scared that I am going to end up alone, so I accept dates from people that I do not see a future with. I don’t think this is good for me, so for that reason and because my first date of 2012 was a disaster I am going to swear off men for a while to enable myself to be happy before I let someone into my life.

It is going to be a busy year for me so I am not actually sure that I will be able to meet someone anyway. I may get lonely but I feel that this will be good for me, I would rather be alone for a while then settle :)