I definitely need to work on this. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even want to go downtown or to the grocery store unless I have a friend come along. However, I hate this as I really don’t want to be clingy. As a young adult, I really need to get over this fear. In a few years I will graduate from college and hopefully move away from home, so I will need to prepare myself for living along and doing more things by myself.
I’m not even sure why I have such a panic attack when thinking of being myself. So, I think the first thing I’m going to work on to accomplish this is to find out why this terrifies me so much. Once I’ve narrowed that down a little, I can start taking small steps towards conquering this. Maybe a walk down to the park one day?