Be able to say what i really think about every and anything at any giving time…I’m a very introverted person and so it’s easy for me not to say what i think or say what i really want, but @ 33 is hard to keep living like this, because i’m the only one that actually suffers while everyone one else is going on with their life happily and unaware of my feelings and frustations…The last straw for me was a couple of nights ago a friend came over to visit, it was late and i was’nt feeling very well and he didnt get the hints to leave…so at some point I fell asleep and when i got up he was on my couch asleep (or pretendind to be) and as i watch him i was thinking to myself why cant i tell this XXXX to get off my couch and get out of my house, cause is late and i want to go to bed, instead i felt compelled to be nice especially cause it was raining…. but what i really wanted to say was get the hell out…..