You think that I did a long time ago, but I didn’t. I am going to really let this all of this go… and I am going to talk to you like an adult. I mean, we’ve grown up. We are, like, so far from where we’ve come and I think if I am going to keep loving you then I should forgive you and work on making this as healthy as it can be for both of us. I do, love you. Different and less crystal meth, still love. So, there is this: I forgive you.
Now I am going to actively work on not being scared of you anymore.