(The picture shows how I feel right now)^

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! I BELIEVE IN GOD!!!!! (not to offend those who don’t but OMG!!!) faints, then revives

My time in the shower was nothing short of MIRACULOUS!!

When I let myself cry and feel every bit of the grief that was drowning me for losing my closest friend and spirit sister soon (long story, don’t ask) and I just stood there and let all of the grief cry itself out, and I was reaching out for someone, anyone, to comfort me…and I decided to let in my Angels, to fully let them in my mind and let them touch me and comfort me and wrap me in big feathery hugs that I could barely physically feel but could feel their love and concern deep inside me. I started singing the little that I know of “Amazing Grace” basically the bit that everybody knows (“Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wrench like me, I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now I seee”) and I just opened myself all the way up to everything that I was feeling, just accepting that I will be grieving for a long time and that its perfectly okay to cry whenever and where ever I need to cry.

I turned back to face the showerhead and GUESS WHAT? I saw what looked like a little drenched skinny blue downy feather sticking to the wall next to the shower head. MAN OH MAN did I spazz at that! I picked it up (carefully) and dried it off AND IT IS A FEATHER!!! My grief turned into pure JOY and JUBILATION and EUPHORIA and GRATITUDE that the sweet meciful Lord gave me this beautiful beautiful beautiful gift!!!! I never was particularly religous before, believing more in the Moon Goddess and Mother Gaia and the Sun God and the Elements, BUT MAN OH MAN!!! I SO FRICKIN’ BELIEVE NOW!!! cries tears of joy

I took the little downy feather and dried it off and took pictures of it (after I had recovered from my frenzied dancing of pure JOY) and I put a pic in the comments! :DDD OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPAZZES