I realise that I have a problem separating my ideas from the ideas of people around me. I’ve spent a big portion of my life letting my happiness be dictated by others. I want to find what makes me happy, want to explore & experience things and become a whole person. I feel I’m not bringing much to the table of my relationships and friendships because I’m still relying on others to tell me what’s what. Well, I will achieve this; I will decide for myself what’s what.