It seems like i woke up this morning, looked at myself and said ‘How on earth did you get like this’. I’m tired all of the time, I hate looking at myself in the mirror and cannot stand having my picture taken. I’ve gotten to the stage where I don’t even want my partner of 3 years to see me naked!!! I know this has been a long time coming but it honestly feels like I woke up today in a fatter body. Oh and I don’t think i can ever kill these shitty sugar cravings that make me want to drive to the petrol station at 10 oclock at night. Will it just keep getting worse until I’m the size of a whale. Motivation is nil and will power is worse.