to ignore the negatives when he’s not physically present. Because when I’m with him, I’m in the now. Around him, I have these vivid and joyful images of my life. He calls me his Queen and pampers me to no end. He’s even told me that just sitting with me is more distracting than his video games (which is a huge statement from a big time gamer). He’s so funny and makes me laugh. He’s very romantic. In so many ways, he feels made for me (one of those crazy thoughts). The harder part is that I’m only just getting to know him and now, there’s no more physically present. The reminders are less tangible and I have to THINK about the things I like about him rather than having them be self-evident when he’s with me.