As a result, I am constantly struggling between too much control and to little, where it is never clear whether I’m letting go, or just controlling control itself. I am an anxious person, control helps. I will not apologise for being a controller. I embrace my inner control freak. I will not attempt to control control!
I have been good these days at controlling my expenses, and my various workouts. I will be better at controlling the state of the flat and food. Certainly food.