iamsocrispy is being the best me that I can.
I started my letters yesterday, well I started one of them. This letter will be, by far, the hardest letter to write. This goes along with one of my other goals, “forgive myself”. This letter is by far the most important letter of all. I just know that after I get honest and apologize, whether or not the other party forgives me, I feel I will finally be able to forgive myself. I still see this person, on a regular basis and that is why it is imperative that I get honest and make amends. I realized that I can’t carry such a heavy burden on myself and expect to grow spiritually or emotionally.