Getting there…I think. Okay. I’m fessing up. I have big dreams…that I just keeping shoving down…but lately they just keep popping back up into my crazy little head. I want to help kids!!!! As in kids who need mamas. I want a house full of kids. Orphans. I want to help orphans. If I didn’t have a husband and three little people to look after, I’d be on the next plane to somewhere, on a mission trip, helping kids. But, my husband, he’s not there…in his faith…yet. I have big dreams though.

Crazy, right?

Since I can’t fly halfway across the world to be a mama to orphans right now, how can I help…right here. Right now. In a tangible way. (And without freaking out my husband.) This is where I am struggling. So I just push that dream down into a deep little part of my heart. But, it keeps floating back up. How to help? What to do?