To keep up with the essential point of this goal while at school. The last time I was home and checked, I realized I weighed 3lbs more than the weight I’d gone to school at (I’d lost weight in the beginning because I was having eating in cafeteria issues). Ever since then I’ve been obsessing over that rather than the other areas I’d been dying to fix before I realized this. What I need to do is focus on the fact that the horrible availability of healthy food on campus is making me feel sick and gross, not that it’s affecting my weight, and that atrocious exercising patterns while here is affecting my insomnia, increasing my stress levels and making me feel sluggish and unfit, not that I’m losing any muscle tone I’d had before so I’m looking on the jiggly side. Even when discussing either side of it I need to focus on staying positive about it and remembering that I’m not a horrible person and that I’m entirely normal. I think I need a poster. Or something more permanent like a tattoo of that…on my forehead.