Part of my problem with my being impatient is that I overthink situations I should just leave alone. I’m doing that right now, over the nastiness at from Thursday and Friday. I’m good at puzzling stuff out and I’m obsessive so I try to solve things before the time for solutions arrives. This is me trying to set this aside for a night until I can get more facts from T tomorrow and talk to the boss on Monday morning.

The situation is such that it boils down to 2 outcomes: the boss sides with me or he sides with those people who are going behind my back and against my wishes. If he sides with me, no problem. If not, a whole section of my staff will most likely implode and I will no longer have the authority to run my office and staff as I need to. If that happens, I’ve been working on a plan to deal with it including an early exit from the company and asking one of the VPs to hire me on in his office for the remainder of my time here and/or filing a complaint. It’s all way too detailed at this point. At this point, I should just be thinking that there are many options and I only really need them if my boss decides against me. This is about me being impatient and I’m hoping writing it out will release me from it.