I dont feel normal sized. I am so overweight and it bothers me, yet I am not losing weight. I can not even say that I struggle to lose weight on a diet or exercise program because I simply havnt stuck to one. Why, what is wrong with me? I feel tired all the time and very unmotivated to exercise. All I want to do is sit or lie on the couch and stuff my face with carbs. And then I feel worse for being so huge. I have got to find a solution. My problem is that I seem to lack any self discipline if I crave for a carb fix and I feel miserable at the thought of restricting my diet. Food is way too important and one of my primary sources of pleasure and comfort. I need to break the pattern. I honestly feel this is a real addiction for me.
I looked at some pics of me a few years ago and I cant believe how different I look now.