So I’ve got this crush on a guy at work, I’ve already wrote an entry about this some where. Anyways, we got talking the other day and he told me something I gather he doesn’t tell a lot of people. It’s something scary and serious, don’t worry he aint no murderer or anything like that. He told me about a condition he has. So I told him if he ever needs to talk about it or vent jst to come talk to me. I also said he can come live with me and I’ll take care of him jokingly but I think I meant it really. I think what he told me would scare A LOT of people off but it really doesn’t with me. I can’t put my finger on it but I think it makes me like him MORE. Is that wierd? I think it’s because he’s not perfect, he’s got his demons like we all do. I really hope and wish that he has feelings for me some where. I don’t think he does but I hope he does because I think I’m starting to really really like this guy. I want to give him my number but as I’ve said in a previous entry apparantly he’s straight but the things he says has me doubting that. Am I grabbing at straws here. Is it unhealthy of me to want to be with this guy? Oh and he’s got a girlfriend. I think I’ve jst answered my own question. It aint gonna happen. I jst need to get over yet another guy that I like but is batting for the other side. I need some coffee and my snuggly blanket to snuggsie the pain away hehehe. xxx