my best friend is my soulmate.
i know her almost all my life, but it took me that long to finally realize it.
lately i’ve been thinking a lot about love, friendship, family.
my friends are my family. those are the people where i can be myself around. i honestly dont know what i would do without them, especially my best friend.
my “real” family aren’t people i feel comfortable around. i neither have a relationship nor a connection with my parents. they are just my “producers”. nothing else connects us. they are making me mentally ill and im so glad that im going to move out within this month.
everythings going to change from that moment on. !
im going to get better and im going to get it right!
im not only having the will to do it, but also my beautiful best friend and my boyfriend, who are and will be there for me.
im very sad, that i have to leave my beloved dog behind. but she’s going to live with my grandparents and they love her so much, that i will be okay with it. cause i know that robyn will have it better there, than where i live. and it’s not like we’re never going to see each other.

my new life starts. away from those people that contaminate my spirit. just 2 more weeks to endure !!!