embracing_freedom_fully needs to stop typing on 43 until fully better :( yeah, not happening.
done in love, but I did it. I ordered rose petals. The most affordable and decent looking ones were scented, so here’s fervently hoping they smell nice and not overpoweringly well overpowering! lol
Worst case, I can give them away or make a craft with them for someone or something or the other. And get different ones.
But I think in an effort to honor this goal, I need to start this now. Before said little petals arrive. I don’t care if they are strips of junk mail or words cut out of newspapers. I may not have much around to start with, but I had better start if I hope to keep what little I have left of me right now!
and now I’d really better go take that nap. Loss has moved through discouragement, sadness, frustration, exasperation, giving up, and now to anger. lol
running to my dreams to give me strength to live my day,
hey, we can’t all be stellar all the time, right?