It’s been tough. I had a dream the other night about my old boss, and a few days later and I still feel haunted by it, her, what I’m feeling.
I learned through the grapevine that she’s getting married, and I’m actually thrilled for her. I’m trying to channel that positive energy as a reason that I don’t actually hate her guts. But when I think about the job I loved and how awfully she and the board made me feel, my ego rises to the surface with spit and grit. I’ve tried so hard to heal from all that. I thought I had even.
Ugh. I want release from all this turmoil. It’s over. It’s been over a long time.