When on that night years ago you put your head against my shoulder it probably meant little to you but it was one of the happiest minutes of my life. It’s weird that the more we grow as friends, the least likely it is that I’ll ever get to tell you about that. But do I need to ?
So Sweet Yet So Sad
A romantic story could be written out of the 3 sentences you’ve typed. I don’t know, but I felt like crying when I read this one.
It’s weird because she’s not too good a friend now, maybe I’m not either, we just don’t really talk, and I used to have so many butterflies in my stomache (and feel like crying too !) the whole first year I knew her, now it’s all quite absurd for we both seem dead inside in each other’s company ! But I try to keep that old feeling intact at least in my memory because it made me miserable and made life beautiful at the same time. I lurve being in lurve, I miss it these days :). It’s quite easy, just takes someone you might end up not even getting along with that well eventually.
I can relate
to the stomach butterflies. But after all of that is over and I look back, I wonder why I felt that way in the first place. Have you ever felt the same way before?
You said that you try to keep the old feeling alive. How do you do that?