The love of my life, next to Jesus of course, walked out of my life on January 26th, 2012. To ease the pain, to deal with the pain. I walked, and walked, and walked everyday, and now people say I am really getting thin. Even my skinny clothes are big on me. I would cry, for the first 1.5 miles, and then on the way back, I would feel better, and then the natural endorphins would kick in and I would feel so much better. This has helped me.