After watching whats seems to be a reasonable amount of documentaries about wild life, human nature, government policy and procedure, human condition, and many many more important and entertaining pieces, i’ve come to realize about as much as i would have if i hadn’t watched these things. Yes, i think i know more about what i perceive as life, but the more i find out, the more i realize that i have no idea what im doing. i have that unwavering urge to just say “fuck it! im fucking gone!”, and im sure im not the only one who has submersed under the passing wave of eagerness and angst. I’m 21 going on 22 soon and i’ve spent 5 years thinking about freedom, into the wild, individualism, expression/understanding, and curiosity for the unknown. This is not a feeling that passes if it is truly what you feel you are supposed to do. Some people feel the desire to lead their nation and spend millions of dollars achieving their goal. all im wanting is to take the leap of faith despite all of the expectations that i carry from family, friends, and peers. I love me. I know how to love others. I’m capable of the perfect human experience (which is ultimately relative to each person’s desire). And so i may not leave tomorrow, but the second i see the cage left open, i’ll make my escape. Good luck to everyone. I love you all (especially those who looked up “escape society” on google and ended up here). i wish you all peace, love, clarity, and reason.