1RL I claim a moment of your thoughts.
So, not only did I put someone down today but I criticized them for over an hour.
In context, they had been putting me down for years and justified it. So I retaliated. With full force.
Now I have a blubbering pothead bitch-child of twenty some odd years of age, traumatized that I didn’t like their sadism. Thankfully, it was over videochat and their friends with my ex, so this could still affect me in my favor. On the down side, this means that she will be talking to my ex about me.
Hurray, social terrorism concealed by feigned healthy conduct.
All I can say is that in that moment, it seems necessary to stand up for myself and not take crap from someone.
In retrospect, I should have exercised tact.
