Gahhhd. I’m just frustrated with this goal. I would personally challenge myself to do it, but I don’t really want to “challenge” myself to fall in love. I want it to be a nice, natural feeling. The problem is that everytime I think I find someone that I could possibly date in the near future they almost ALWAYS have a girlfriend! I don’t know why, but I seem to attract men like that into my life. I’m not old enough to go to bars to meet anyone knew, and with college, it’s like, all these guys I’ve been meeting have hidden women in their lives.

I guess it’s good on their part. They have the qualities that more than one person is interested in. It just sucks for me, I guess.