and make an appt.

wtf

The worst that can happen? I lose control of the rage and/or my mother’s spirit actually pronounces me unlovable.

It just occurred to me that this is the reason why hypnotherapy didn’t work on me. The one time I really went under, when we got close to what had happened to me, I said, “I don’t want to remember this.” and came out of the trance. We never tried again.

I don’t have to go under for this, and I’ve already shown that I can get out of a trance in any case. I was in college when I had the hypnotherapy, so that was what, 35 years ago? My self-protective mechanism is obviously pretty strong.

I should be able to do this.

jkd

I called; left message 9:10 a.m.