Was actually trying to let this go and just move on, but if I don’t share it now than i’m pretty sure it’d taunt me for most of the day. This is in regards to a goal in my older user rawrarcade.

DON’T LET ANYONE IN LIFE DISCOURAGE ME ON THINGS I WANT TO DO

I can’t wait around for others to answer, in order to accomplish it myself. I don’t know if it’s me wanting to seek approval, acceptance or maybe I just want to have company.
Ex:
Me; if I start planning a trip to Disney would you like to come with me?

The answer is normally blank. Even when I’d offer to pay for mostly everything, I never get a direct answer so I drop it and just let it go and not even bother with asking again and when I do. Nothing changes.

I’m not waiting around for you anymore, even when I honestly don’t want to go alone.
I should realize by now that not only can I not depend on others, I can’t wait around for them either.
For me, when I think about doing it on my own, traveling etc.
The first thing that comes to mind is how, I’ve got it written on a piece of paper but if I go alone won’t it still cost so much, that it feels a bit hopeless?

I know I’m a broken record so I apologize, but I am not waiting around for your answer!