financial… i have to take my cat to the vet. it’s hard not to spend money on little things, it’s hard to save. i created a 2nd savings account for personal stuff because it was getting complicated with my work savings account too so that should help. i can start trying to cut back on expenses and save more so i can take my cat to the vet. i can also definitely decide NOT to get a dog until i take my cat to the vet (only logical.)

taking my car to the shop. lots of expensive upkeep to do… a whole days work. i am getting a ride back from the shop in the morning and i need to double check that they are going to pick me up in the evening too.

other stressors? dating… i thought g. had texted me but then later realized he hadn’t. been thinking about him sometimes… might see him tonight. kind of wanting to make something happen with him, and it’s sort of stressful to imagine changing my life like that, going on a date or something (asking him on a date?) better to just put it out of my head, don’t worry about asking guys out, just let it happen naturally. (for example i saw a different guy on westcliff he said hi and now he is going to come back to rueda i will see him on monday… probably.) and i hope to see giovanni tonight…

ugh.

and then june 8th is the anniversary of when my exboyfriend broke up with me… so it’s kind of a hard time. i don’t know how to make it less stressful… maybe just do something nice for myself… i’m already planning on getting a massage soon… but maybe i could take myself out to a movie…