I was planning to go to the Philippines this summer to finally cross this out my list. But I decided to go back to school and unfortunately I cannot afford both. I was really hoping I could fly back home and see her after more than a decade, but sadly that can’t happen at leasr this year. Maybe after graduation… but in the back of my mind I’m afraid that one day I’ll get a call that she had passed while I’m in school, and I never ever got to see her.
But then I thought I don’t have to fly across the world to see her..I mean I want to, but just because I can’t doesn’t mean seeing her is still impossible. I’m going to plan to webcam with her sometime this month. It’s better than nothing :)