So far this year has brought with it many great experiences. I have enjoyed joining the club and meeting more people and learning about my own strengths. I would still like to feel more confident in myself and offer more of my ideas when in the club. As far as my year focus goes, I have been learning about myself through these experiences. Also when I had my course placement I challenged myself in a different role. I have been improving my relationships with friends, family, and coworkers by being more sensitive to their feelings and taking the time to spend with them and grow relationships. I have been saving more money for a down payment on a condo and I bought my car and am making payments monthly.
I wanted to weigh 130 lbs this year as a resolution, and I am currently doing pretty well with cutting back. I have been going to the gym a lot and eating better. I weigh 146 right now so 16 more lbs to go! another one of my goals was to run a 5k and I did in May :) yay! I wanted to knit a lot and use better quality wool I will be getting back into knitting again once I feel more balanced and finish my mittens I can invest in some quality wool. My space is messy at the moment and I wanted to Keep my space clean this year. I will be working on cleaning it again this week. I need to take a lot of time to get it done. I wanted to build my confidence which got damaged after a bad breakup at the end of last year. I have been working hard to reestablish myself as a capable and interesting person and independant since then and I have been doing a lot better. I am offering my opinions more often, (good thing), connecting with others, being friendly, feeling excited for life. A newer addition to my resolutions that I added was “date” and I have not gone on a date post break up. I would love to meet someone I have a connection with but I have not yet. I’ll keep you posted ;) I wanted to be pullfree for 3 months as a newer resolution because I have been touching my hair a lot out of stress and it is thinning my hair. Also if I work hard at this goal the last goal might benefit :)
I added have fun to my resolutions because I noticed that I wasn’t going out and having the fun I used to have when you go out with the girls and just let loose and laugh and dance or drink. I wanted more of that. Recently I have developed better friendships with m and e and hopefully we will be clubbing soon :)
So far so good, I want to work on a few things in some areas. The main ones I need to focus on this month are:
- knit a lot and use high quality wool
- keep space clean
- date
- build my confidence